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Let Your Heart Sing.
as life goes on
open up your heart
let it sing
sing to win
sing to shine
in the radiance
of a loving heart
heart beating on the line
pulse per beating so fine
in this loving blue skyline
in a beauty of a beating heart
sings by per pulse ,per pulse
pulse red flamed in the heart of day
day of beautiful joy when you
let your heart sing
sings by per pulse ,per pulse
pulse cherished to your soul
treasured
treasured mesmerized to the heart
in the core
core so entwined tangled in the heart
in it's sing
sing love your heart devour
in song by per pulse,per pulse
in the hearts never ending sing
your heart always let your heart sing
it,s true beauty song
tangled it's per pulse ,per pulse
beating your heart,heart dancing in your body chest
oh to the sweet joy
let your heart sing
as life goes on
heart on the per pulse
in this beautiful day
of sweet love
love ,let your heart sing...!!!
Hold On
Hold on to what you believe
In your journey of life
The air that you breathe
In the stillness of love
I said hold on ,hold on ,hold on ,
To what you believe
In a world that needs a little love of peace
The courage of care
I said hold on, hold on,hold on,
To what you believe
Where your soul will truly help the need
To bring a little joy to a smile of hope
I said hold on ,hold on ,hold on,
In this grace of nature earth
Breathing in the beauty of life
I said hold on ,hold on,hold on
To what you believe
Because you can achieve
Anything your heart desires
Just never give up
In a life
succeed
I said hold on ,hold on, hold on ,
To what you believe
Never give up hope
Because your dreams love
Will one day be answered
To the depths of soul
Just hold on to what you believe
In life with a little hope
It will lead love to your heart
I said hold on, hold on ,hold on ,
To what you believe...!!!
Kindred.
spirits are very well
known for being
intoxicating;
but not the type of spirits
that have alcohol,
no,
the type of spirits
that haunt the minds
of so many,
keeping them awake at night,
searching through the darkness
of their pitch black bedroom,
while simultaneously
searching through the darkness
of their pitch black mind;
they try to convince themselves
that the voices
are all in their head
that they're nothing more
than the darkness parts
of the imagination
but eventually,
even the most hushed voices
are heard by some
and these ghosts are released
quick, effortlessly flowing
into the land of the living
through a ball-point pen
or through anxious fingers
typing away at a screen,
creating a colorless
however, having it in black and white,
and plainly stating facts
gets dull and listless
even for a life as repetitive
as the spirits
who are enjoying their escape
into the world of the free spirits,
the unshackled thoughts
let out to roam wild with one another
intermingling with others
as they gradually coagulate themselves
to form beautiful words
and stunning phrases,
washing over their individual mediums
with an ocean-like grace,
slowly but steadily
moving down the page
like the most synchronized tide,
gradually creating something bigger
and more spectacular
than any of them could do alone;
and once their prison guard
releases every last drop
of ink onto the page,
and every last keystroke into the document
on the dimly lit screen,
they can finally rest easily,
with the ghosts doing the same,
both holding a lot more love
in their hearts
and in their spirits
for, that constant tide
created a body with more depth
than any sea of blue
we have created the beauty
that's only described by you...!!!
Carry your heart
in this place we beat
together when we walk this paradise road
of lovers destiny
I carry your heart with me
I carry your heart with me
forever in my world of soul
in your name I breathe
the silent whisper of the air
in spiritual embrace of love
I carry your heart with me
everywhere I shall go
your name is embedded to my heart
deep to the core of soul
I carry your heart with me
with embodied passion
because you love just make
my heart race
beats 24/7 that
I carry your heart with me
when you stay a little afar
I just look at this little locket
keychain
then I know
I carry your heart with me
always
treasured
to my soul
paradise road lovers destiny
in our beat of love
I carry your heart with me...!!!
If I Die Tomorrow!
If the sun doesn't rise for me tomorrow
Will you stand with a heavy heart with sorrow?
For my happy days on earth is over;
And heaven is pulling me closer!
Though how much you shed your tears;
And scream & yell, I will be no more to hear
For, you cover me with a bouquet & bunch of garlands;
I will be no more to smell their fragrance!
Though I've cherished all through twenty years;
Will you speak to me in your prayers?
Tomorrow, when in coffin I lie
Will my today's memories make you cry?
If tomorrow, I bid a good - bye;
Will you really miss me or just a sigh?
Have I painted your hearts with my love, my smiles? So,
When I go away, in your arms will you hold a while?
Tomorrow when my soul, my body departs;
Will you cherish my art in your hearts?
When heaven calls me & there comes my time
Up in the sky, see me as a star that brightly shines!
My blessed last moments with you;
Will you treasure through or just shoo?
When I leave you all & bid adieu ;
Hope I will be safe in your hearts, for my love is true!
Forgive my sins & forget my faults;
The best memories with you, may never halt!
If tomorrow death arrives;
With you, within you, will I always stay alive??
Happy?
Look at what you've done
You've gone and loved me
You've gone and given me hope
Do you really think I wanted this?
I didn't ask for this
I was happy
Perfectly content
Wallowing in my own shit and misery
I was glad to be alone
Happily morose and blissfully dead
I didn't ask for your love
I didn't ask for your help
All I ask is that you never ever stop...!!!
A Hurricane of a Girl
I'm not the most
put together person.
I'm really a small
hurricane of a girl.
I am not a metaphor
or a simile.
Not a murder mystery
or a floral print dress.
I am flesh and blood,
bone and sinew.
I bend and break,
and snap back again.
I will keep you on your toes,
and never let you rest.
I will love you with everything
I have.
I will suck your marrow dry,
if you look at me the wrong way.
and I have nothing to lose.
I am a stack
of paperback books
and a broken
typewriter ribbon.
I am gale force winds,
and raindrops like steel.
I am wounded pride
and a mended fence.
I am learning to forgive myself...!!!
Too Much
I am too much of everything
and somehow
not enough of anything.
I sleep too late,
put too much sugar in my coffee,
have too many shoes,
say too many things,
and hold on for much too long.
I am a mixture of the things I want and need,
the things that mean nothing and everything.
I am passionate about many unimportant things
and woefully apathetic about the issues that truly matter.
I fall in love 3 times a day
and often forget to brush my hair.
and I talk too much
and I have too many opinions about things
I know nothing about.
I romanticize people and books,
foreign countries and fictional characters
to the point where they may all be
figments of my imagination.
I am entirely made up
of quotes and song lyrics,
2am phone calls and long lost dust jackets
from books I know better
than my own soul.
I do not know answers
to questions like
where,
or when,
or how,
but I know
with some certainty,
that I am too much for you...!!!
Since We Spoke Last
Since we spoke last,
I dyed my hair twice.
And got a couple jobs.
And quit a couple more.
I nearly got a tattoo,
but settled on a piercing instead.
I signed a lease for my first apartment,
and changed my major back
to the one you talked me out of the first time.
I got lost a couple times,
and learned how to save myself.
I figured out how important real friends are.
I went on a few dates,
and said a few things I regret.
I missed you and scorned you
in equal measure.
And finally realized
that everything in life is a lesson.
I learned what I will and won't
accept anymore.
And I could probably kick your ass at Halo now.
I changed my music tastes a couple times,
and tried not to think of you.
I learned how to code websites,
how to smoke menthols,
and how to hold my liquor.
I learned how to get off my phone and
enjoy life once in a while,
because I don't have to wait for you
to call anymore.
I counted hours and stopped counting months,
and realized that those anniversaries are just
other days now.
And that's okay.
I realized that life goes on,
no matter how much you're sure it won't.
And that's okay too...!!!
First Love
"We used to did that, didn't we?"
he said and i remembered it all,
and it hits me hard in the head,
it stabs my heart till it hurts
my mind won't stop playing
the memories we've built
and my heart won't stop screaming
your name, over and over again.
those seven words that you've said,
brought back all of the memories,
every song you've sang to me
and all stories we've shared.
it's all coming back to me now,
the loneliness and the pain
that i've felt to
the things we used to do
because no matter what happens,
you are never going back to me,
it's all in the past now and we're both
happy with our own lives now,
and you already found your true love
but i promise i won't forget you
and our memories would not be forgotten
It will stay on my heart
because you'll always
be a part of me
you're my first love.
and i will love you, forever...!!!
Forget
Tossing and turning
Heavy breathing,
Tears of frustration.
Screaming at my brain
To dismiss, erase, forget
All memories of you.
But it rebels
Like a stubborn teenager
It eyes me
In a huff, says,
"No!"
And proceeds to
Those moments
Over and over again.
My exasperation
Soon turns into
Sadness, despair, misery
Knowing that
It's all gone.
Forgetting you
Why can't it be easy?
Like how dried leaves
Are swept by the breeze
Into the river
And float away to
The point of no return.
Feeding myself
Thoughts of how
It's hopeless
Just doesn't work...!!!
Torn Between Two Lovers
Once upon a time I met Mr. Dream Guy,
When our gazes met, I saw the twinkle in his eye;
In an instant we have been so close,
He's always there to sweep out all my woes.
Being with him is like living a story in fairytale,
He makes me happy each day without fail;
He has this remarkable kindness
He had stolen my heart with his gentleness.
Then one day I met another
His name is Mr. Lover,
With all the courage he had, he told me he likes me,
By that time I felt my heart skipped a beat 'coz it really shocked me.
He makes a lot of effort to show his sincerity to me
Done this and that to make me so happy,
As time goes by our closeness was build
With his sweetness my heart has been filled.
Now, a dilemma is what I'm facing;
Between those two, to whom do I have a stronger feeling?
Who should I love?
Whose presence does my heart wanted to have?
Just Don't
I still love you,
But I never want to see you again,.
Don't speak to me,
because I won't be listening,
we aren't friends.
We were lovers
and that fact is engraved in the thick tense energy between us,
Love, loss and lust
Unsaid
I miss you
I need you
but I will never have you again
You chose someone else
and I will not forget that
I promise.
I will never be your second choice,
Neither afterthought nor rebound
When you get tired of having her
and the basic consistency of the life you are creating right at this moment
Don't even let my name come to your lips in a desperate call
I just won't pick you up when you fall
because
You pulled me in close romantically
and You pushed me away unexpectedly
when I thought you just wanted to hold my hand...!!!
To My First Love
People say
that time flies by
and one day
you realize as you're lying in bed
that you're 80 years old
and it's 3 in the morning
and you're trying to remember
what it was like to have
a 20 year old mind
and a 10 year old heart
but see
by the time I was 10
I already had a broken heart
see when I was 9
I met a boy whose eyes
put the stars to shame
a lad whose smile
could light up the entire world
see when I was nine
I met the boy of my dreams
But to him, I was but
another weird girl
see what he doesn't know
is that the first time I saw him
leaning up against that wall
I thought to myself
I don't want anyone else
but him
see what he doesn't know
is that as we grew older
I fell in love with him
see what he doesn't know
is that no matter how many times
he breaks my heart
my heart still looks
for him
but there is one thing
I know
and that is
that when time
suddenly flies by
and it's 3 in the morning
and I'm 80 years old
and have forgotten everything
and am trying to remember
what it was like to have
a 20 year old mind
and a 10 year old heart
I know
I know
that I will remember
him
My bestfriend...!!!
You
I love you more than before.
I can't help but want you more.
I close my eyes, try to sleep.
Yet I long to feel your heart beat.
Nothing can make me forget.
Of the time we had before I wept.
I see you every now and then, a silhouette.
At my window you stand, conjured from regret.
I stare at you for hours, an hourglass figure.
Then I drift off, you disappear, my brain's a trigger.
If my brain becomes distant you fade away.
I project you into my dark cast away.
Then the next day I see your face.
A golden beauty shining out of place.
You always were special and unique.
Like the sun you shone an aura of mystique.
Power, beauty, glory your eyes did give.
Hope, will, story of mine you did away with.
It wasn't your fault at all.
That you were destined to fall.
But who will take the blame.
When I lost my true flame.
I love you and you were the one to die.
You abandoned me through suicide.
I love you more than before.
I can't help but want you more.
I close my eyes, try to sleep.
Yet I long to feel your heart beat.
Nothing can make me forget.
Of the time we had before I wept.
I will never forget your beautiful face.
Framed by golden hair of grace.
I love you more than before...
A sad one for you guys...!!!
When you see her cry
you get a rag,
a gentle delicate cloth.
Lovingly grasp her hand
and dab its tip;
dry each tear as they come.
And ask each drop
why it'd leave
such beautiful eyes.
to be in the sky,
tell her to go.
Take the sun ransom,
and replace its shining
with her own.
So you can see her every morning
and wish for her
return each night.
When you see her scars
both visible and non-
touch each gently.
And remind her
that each and every hurt
she has survived,
has only made her
that much more unique;
that much stronger.
Show her that she
is a special person
and is worthy of love.
That she deserves the love
she fears to give...
show her so that
one day after you're gone
she can find the strength
to go on without you.
Tell her that while
she might not be a goddess
far above worldly desires,
that she is amazing,
for just being herself
for being that beautiful girl
who thinks herself damaged
when in truth she's just
a different kind of beautiful.
And finally, love her.
Like a boy loves a girl
Till she finally remembers
that that's what she is:
not a scar, not a goddess,
not a star. But a girl.
That deserves to be loved....!!!
